Illusion in me

Is it lonely where you are
In there, Dad?
Does the darkness know your name?
Does mom?

What's it like?
Can you feel?
She said her blood turns to ash
Laughing...
Dad, do you know what you've done this time to me?

Oh,

Burning eyes can't forgive you
Howling moon drives on
And deep in me
Your illusion
What you see in me
Is

Did you have that dream again?
Release
Breathe
You're receiving what you said
Said she
Never mind
Emptiness, dead eyes and lost what you found

Maybe there on the edge is your hope
But you don't look down
Why?
There you go saying nothing
Here's my mind unclear
Or
Could it be?
Maybe something has a hold of me
Like