Can i begin

As much as I've been trying to say
As much as I appeal OK
You're holding on
Pretending like nothing is wrong
So many things I wanna see
But first of all I gotta see me
Cuz I can't breathe

But now that we're over
Life's getting colder
Trying so hard to feel the sun

Can I begin to re-leave my life
Release of all the pain inside
Overdone now
I wanna love again
Everyday it's a different wrong by
Up and down like a fairyground eye
Overdone now
How can I begin?
Ooooh
How can I begin?
Ooooh
Not trying win
Ooooh
How can I begin? To love again

Situated in my bed
Pictures running through my head
Some all good
Some wish I never took note no
Probability your there
Feeling down and lonely
On a longer scar

Now that we're over
Life's getting colder
Trying so hard to feel the sun

Can I begin to re-leave my life
Release of all the pain inside
Overdone now
I wanna love again
Everyday it's a different wrong by
Up and down like a fairyground eye
Overdone now
How can I begin?
Ooooh
How can I begin?
Ooooh
Not trynna win
Ooooh
How can I begin? To love again

Hold on, when all the hope is gone
I'm starting at the end you know
Just move on
Fall down
Still wearing in my crowd
Nothing is gonna hurt me
Cuz' what goes around comes around
What goes around comes around

Can I begin to re-leave my life
Release of all the pain inside
Overdone now
How can I begin?
Ooooh
How can I begin?
Ooooh
Not trynna win
Ooooh
How can I begin? To love again