Cold spell

My dreams are breaking fevers
Lying on a death bed
Crying at the mirror
In moments of reflection
Nothing lasts forever
It's foolish to expect it
Surely as it's leaving
Sometimes all we're left is
A cold spell casting over
Everything we've felt
When there's no one
Left to tell
I keep it to myself
Wanting anything else
Back home
I don't have a backbone
Can anyone remind me
Of who I was a year ago
Before sad love
Sounded better
Than the lack of
Cause now I'm just alone