Better living through catastrophe

Fuck every thing
You ever told me
You were the one, I trusted in
I was so blind
Cut out my own eyes for fear the sight
These broken pieces of a life I tried to hide
I tried to hide
In this is all I find
(All I find)
I'm gone, forsaken
(I'm gone, forsaken)
Inside a sullen tomb
(Sullen tomb)
Retrace my life
(Retrace my life)
And slowly you will understand
(This reckoning)
This reckoning is regaining power
(Power)
Living
Through catastrophe
A horrid lapse of senses
We feed
A mouth that should not eat
We've gone too far replenished on the weak
I can't decide if we have leaped
Or if we are falling you'll choke on your lies
Its time to regain my pride
Rest assured I make a place
Cleansed free of your torment
Turn away again this pain
Shall remain forgotten
I wish I wish that some day you will be the
One the one to be withered and dying alone
I wish that some day you will be the one