Pile of burning leaves

I know we're under the same moon
It lights me up for days
But the truth is i need you not
Draped against a vanished sun
Shadow letting blood
Until the clouds coat us all

Not having it baby
All this celebration, why ?
I'm just a breezy blanket now
Leave me whisper, leave me wonder, leave me hide out

My belly is a pile of burning leaves
Must have heard the news
I'll shiver with the blues
Fractured flower, calloused burned
You think we would have learned
That nevermind don't work so good

Not having it baby
All this desolation, why ?
It brings me down
Leave me whisper, leave me wonder, leave me hide out

Killed you when i tipped the scales
I know it's gonna sting
Though it don't mean a thing
A horoscope, a clover pendant
A bull in porcelain
Exposing every friend

Not having it baby
All this celebration, why ?
It breaks me down
Take a minute while i wander
Compose myself for you
Leave me wither in my weather, 'til i brand new