Not the one

I’d call you out but I don’t want to go there
Guess I misunderstood
Why am I the last one to know when I find out?

The last thing I need is your candied version
Of us at the edge of a road that goes to nowhere

Am I not the one you wanted?
I’m tired of living a lie
If I’m not the one you wanted
Stop wasting away our lives

Your pretty voice makes tender excuses
Only you can take the best from a bad situation
Are you just fakin’?

Chained by my decisions
I live within confusion
Am I alone when you leave home?
Sometimes it hurts to think that
The world I know exists in
Nothing more than an illusion