Let you down

The way it all happens
I still can't figure out
The reasons why
I have these feelings is something
I think about
The way you make me feel is something
I can't describe
The mistakes that
I have made have left me dead and empty inside
But how can
I find the answer to every question? Let you down,
I never wanted too
Let you down,
I have to let you down.
The way it all began,
the way it will never end. Every time
I look at you
I fall all over again
And I said there is nothing more that
I have ever wanted
I've let you down
No one else
Disappointed in myself.