Fade away

You
want to see me wasted
cause that's the only time I'd kneel before you and
you would rather
shut your eyes and fly so far above me
that you don't even have to say you were ever there

open up your eyes
and watch me fade away
cause I'm drowning myself again

you
well I don't think you understand this
I don't even think you could ever come close and

you
I know you don't understand
what your absence does to me

I
don't know what to believe when I see
your vacant eyes tear away what little faith
I ever had in anyone and I
shouldn't have let you pull me in
and watch you walk away

I never wanted to fly
without dying before
and I believed that you were there to
save me from myself
but I was just dreaming