It's only been forever

I'm sad,
I'm sick of feeling bad.
My heart's disvolving,
Will you catch me because I think I'm falling

I can't
speak the words that I want,
They're burning in my throat
and tearing me apart.

You have been in my mind for so long, so long is too long.
I need something to keep me moving on.
My hearts been wound up since the day we met (since the day we met)
Since then I haven't slept.

My stare
The sunlight reflects off your hair
And I don't know
how much more of this I can take.

This dream
Your more distant then I think
And I need this. Do I need this?
Because I think I love you, I think I love you.

I'm so confused, of what am I supposed to do, The way I felt New Year's and all the nights of tears. The scars I've hid from you, I thought you already knew. One more car ride to show you that I want to know you.