Everwondering

I wonder
about you
more than I'd care to this soon
and Im asking
would you say
"tonight I feel the same way"
and im so, sorry
sorry i crashed into you
your mixtapes
your mistakes
leave me everwondering
to share one pair of headphones with you
to share more than
a simple view
i need these sounds
surrounding
to let me know
to let you go
the tables have turned on me again
meant words i never should have said
if i could id take them back instead
only to send them right back out again
im asking you whats next?
while im still in line
but something tells me
i have nothing to hide
and i try and i try and i try for
please dont expect me to try hard again
please dont pretend to mean what you said
id so wait for this day
so very long
youre bending all i believes left in me