When i dream

As I'm lying in my bed
Trying to forget the things I've said
I can't seem to figure out
Why I can't be me or live without
Feeling like the whole world is judging me
Feeling like I'm not the only one
When I dream at night
I feel alive
And I can win the fights
And live for myself
But when I wake up everything stops
I must open up my eyes
And keep it all inside
They said: Time will make you change
But what if I don't, what if I can't?
I will try to make you laugh
Or try to be like you 'cause that's the way I've found to make it through
But it's not right
Tell me I am not the only one
When I dream at night
I feel alive
And I can win the fights
And live for myself
But when I wake up everything stops
I must open up my eyes
And keep it all inside
Where do I belong?
I feel so alone
I'm watching my life passing me by
I won't run and hide
I don't wanna lie
I wish someone would understand
What if the whole world is just like me
Trying to find the place where they fit in?
When I dream at night
I feel alive
And I can win the fights
And live for myself
When I dream at night
I feel alive
And I can win the fights
And live for myself
But when I wake up everything stops
I must open up my eyes
And keep it all inside