The reason why i thought i'd die

Boku ga shinou to omotta no wa
Uminejo ga sanbashi de naita kara
Nami no manimani ukande kieru
Kako mo tsuibande tonde yuke

Boku ga shinou to omotta no wa
Tanjoubi ni anzu no hana ga saita kara
Sono komorebi de
Utatane shitara
Mushi no shigai to
Tsuchi ni nareru kana

Hakka ame gyokou no toudai
Sabita aachi kyou suteta jitensha
Mokuzou no eki no sutoobu no mae de
Doko ni mo tabidetenai kokoro
Kyou wa marude kinou mitai da
Asu wo kaeru nara kyou wo kaenakya
Wakatteru wakatteru keredo...

Boku ga shinou to omotta no wa
Kokoro ga karappo ni natta kara
Mitasarenai to naite iru no wa
Kitto mitasaretai to negau kara

Boku ga shinou to omotta no wa
Kutsu himo ga toketa kara
Musubinaosu no wa nigate nanda yo
Hito to no tsunagari mo mata shikari

Boku ga shinou to omotta no wa
Shounen ga boku wo mitsumete ita kara
Beddo no ue de dogeza shiteru yo
Ano hi no boku ni gomennasai to

Pasokon no usu akari
Joukai no heya no seikatsu on
Intaafon no chaimu no oto
Mimi wo fusagu torikago no shounen
Mienai teki to tatakatteru
Rokujou hitoma no don kihoote
Gooru wa douse hidoi mono sa

Boku ga shinou to omotta no wa
Tsumetai hito to iwareta kara
Aisaretai to naite iru no wa
Hito no nukumori wo shitte shimatta kara

Boku ga shinou to omotta no wa
Anata ga kirei ni warau kara
Shinu koto bakari kangaete shimau no wa
Kitto ikiru koto ni majime sugiru kara

Boku ga shinou to omotta no wa
Mada anata ni deatte nakatta kara
Anata no yona hito ga umareta
Sekai wo sukoshi suki ni natta yo
Anata no yona hito ga ikiteru
Sekai ni sukoshi kitai suru yo