Breathing still

I drive you to your work
So cold I cannot breathe
That's just what it felt like
When you ran into me
I hit my shin on the bed
I forgot was there
And it hurts just like a phone call
After all these years

Well it always hurt like this
I hope it won't
But I think it will
I tried to move on
But it's all up here
I stay over and I'm breathing still
But it always hurts
And I, think it always will

I slam the finger in the car
And break the nail in two
Well that don't match the aching
Of just missing you
And I opened up the christmas card
Written to us both
Reading it made me wish I'd broken all my bones

Well it always hurts me so
But I hope it won't
But I think it will
I tried to move on
But it's all up here
I stay over and I'm breathing still
But it always hurts
And I, think it always will

Will the pain go on and on and on and on and on?

I hope it won't
But I think it will
I tried to move on
But it's all up here
I stay over and I'm breathing still
But it always hurts
And I, hope it won't
But I think it will
I tried to move on
But it's all up here
I stay over and I'm breathing still
But it always hurts
And I, think it always will

How can I go on?