Just a mistake (feat. teen suicide)

My nose starts to bleed
When I walk inside
I drop my phone
And lie down for a while

3:29
On the 405
The driver's laughing
I close my eyes

To be alone
And convince myself
Of what I hadn't done
And what I hadn't felt

I am picked up and thrown
He jolts & breaks
But we see bone through flesh
& know it's too late

No contracts here
We don't shake hands
But we know the rules
We understand

Where I never was
And what was never done
Where a soul might have been
A soul never was

I pull you close
This is what I'd have missed
And I can't say for a second it's
A mistake