There was a time when i needed it (feat. teen suicide)

There's no way to say to you
I guess I made a mistake
I came unglued
I lost so much more
Than the motivation I claimed
I took it for
I'm gonna figure it out
I'm gonna find a way
It's always new
It's always the same
It hurts like hell
And I'm scared that it
Will pull us apart again

There was a time when I needed it
The feeling brought me anything
I asked for it
And it came to me
Anything I'd wanna be
Now I guess that time is up
I know it's gonna hurt
I'm sweating through my sheets
I haven't slept in weeks
My head is pounding
There's vomit on my shirt
I've seen it all before but
It always seems to get worse

Guess I'm gonna wait til it comes again
Closer now than I've ever been
I feel it sinking inside of me
From the top of my head down
To the bottoms of my feet
I'm crashing in tonight
I'm crashing in tonight
I know that this seems crazy
I know I seem insane
I just need you here
I need you to stay
If you don't mind
Maybe I can call you
Maybe for a little while
Maybe we can go out
Maybe for a couple hours
Tonight