Fight or flight

Let me play the piano
So you can sing the words that you know
Please forget the words that they wrote
They had it all wrong
Let me watch as your hair grows
Even if it's for a second or so
Then I'll run to the bathroom and then go
And then I'll be gone
Yeah, I'll be gone

But you said that I need to write down reasons
I care it's raining in this town
"The wet concrete that became the ground
Will miss you"
It's too late at night
Or too early in the day
I'm in fight or flight
From everything that had decided to stay

My anxieties have anxieties
But I'm just one
Of some sort of society avoiding sobriety
I'm just a consumer and an addict
And an unfortunately appreciated gesture
I'm alone all the time
Because I don't know how to not say goodbye
Who, what, where, how and why
Am I when I'm alone all the time?
All the time