Hope lies below

Hope lies below, but what I ask for,
You already know, and could it be that,
You're the only one, who can give me what I need.
But I don't think you believe.

Silence surrounds me, as my tears fall down,
You ask why Im so sad, and you dont see that,
You're the only one, who can give me what I need.
But in me, you don't believe.

So I cry, so I want, so I scream in silence,
And I break, and I fall and I bleed alone.
There you are, calling my name, yet all the while.
It is you, in my mind, holding me down.

Fear rises up, and in my heart I know,
I must release you, before life takes its toll.
You may be the only one, who can give me what I need.
But in you, I can't believe.

My sanity returns, when I start to breathe,
I'm forgiven all my sins, now I've learn to believe,
You're the one, who held me prisoner to myself,
But now in me, I can believe.