I´m so special

i'm so special, just like everyone else
and i'm centered so perfectly around myself
get me out of me, i'm such a fuckin pain in my ass
i'm either mapping out the future with some big plan
or lookin back at the past
i'm so tired of taking shit from my inner child
i wish she'd take a fuckin nap or just stay quiet for a little while
i go up so high and then i crash so hard down
i'm either dancin on a cloud or i'm dancin with the devil underground
life is a fight between me and the light
and i'm alright when i'm in the night
but when the day floods in i don't know where to begin
i wanna crawl under the covers and fall back asleep again
i'm so wrapped up in my melodramatic world
i forget that i'm simply another complicated girl
i go so far out and then i slip so far in
i'm either cursing at the universe or wearin me a big ol shit eating grin
star crossed love lost nothing like losin your heart man
but the midnight moonlight helps me to forget who i am
i am
so special