Spools of thread

If you really don't believe me, you can tell me that I'm wrong
And I'd really like to look around, but my night-light won't turn on

It won't turn on
It won't turn on
It won't turn on

And you know it's gonna hurt
And you never say a word

If you want to understand me, sometimes you have to read the lines
As my tear-soaked pillow drowns me, I can see through all your lies

Through all your lies
Through all your lies
Through all your lies

And you don't want me to curse
Well fuck you
And you want me to smile
Well I try to

And you know it's gonna hurt
And you never say a word

And every tree you've planted just turns back into dirt
And you know just what you prayed for
Well I'm proof that doesn't work

It doesn't work
It doesn't work
It doesn't work
It doesn't work

The spool of thread that's in my head it won't spin the other way again
The spool of thread that's in my head it won't spin the other way again
The spool of thread that's in my head it won't spin the other way again
The spool of thread that's in my head it won't spin the other way again for me
For me

And I wanted to change
So I did
And I want to die