Self-enslavement

Feels like a nightmare,
I'm crawling,
I'm falling,
there's no way to break out,
I'm trying, denying.
Escape from myself seems so hopelessly useless,
feeling so different,
not knowing where I'm going.
I have become a slave to myself,
a victim of my twisted mind...
Turn into someone I don't know,
take me to places I don't wanna go.
No one sees, no one seems to care,
I just know things are getting clear.
I'm changing my mind,
I change to someone I have never met before.
Who am I, please tell me,
will I be lunatic from now 'till ever more?
I'm changing my mind,
turning to someone I don't know,
I change to someone I have never met before.
Who am I? Wan't you please tell me,
will I be a lunatic from now till ever more?
Will I Fight myself to keep the sanity,
who can say how will tomorrow be?