Who i am

I've lost my rhythm again. It's hard for me to focus. These past few days have been grim. I'm doing my best to just get through this. So many lost causes. Don't know where to start repairing.
All the things that seemed important just don't hold the same weight anymore. I feel like I've been letting myself down. Have to do something to turn this around, but where do I start.

I'm getting tired of trying to make myself look better. If you don't get it by now, it's time you learned one thing about who I am and what it is I'm living for.
Don't doubt me, it's been rough but that's what tomorrow's for. Time and time again I've bled. Heard so many things that have been said, but it's today I'm moving forward. It doesn't pay to live the past over.

Seizing opportunities, I'm not waiting to lose out again. Take a swing to take me out, I'll show you what I'm talking about. It's not how hard I've been knocked down, but how fast that I get up