And history repeats

All the skeletons I try to hide
Pick my brain at the worst of times
Like rainy days when I'm tired of gray
This buzzing never meets an end

I swear its not just in my head
And so I guess it's fine
Dealing with the downside
Even though my sighs have sighed
I'm still trying to make it right

I can't apologize for all the times
I didn't do what was right
I got so caught up in smaller things
The bigger picture passed me by

Some say my broken thoughts can't be fixed
And they're a bit more cracked than when I last checked

I swear its not just in my head
And so I guess it's fine
Dealing with the downside
Even though my sighs have sighed
I'm still trying to make it right

But that's life
Oh that thats life
I find myself in disbelief of all that I'm told

I guess it's fine
Dealing with the downside
Even though my sighs have sighed
I'm still trying to make it right

Like rainy days when you're tired of gray
This buzzing never end
It never ends

Should I give up
Should I give in?
Am I a waste of life
Am I a waste of skin?

Should I give up
Should I give in?
Am I a waste of life
Am I a waste of skin?