Worth a try

I wish I had control
Wish I could take over the madness running through my veins
Want to seam the borders of this hole
Oh I don’t want to keep walking through this pain streets in vain

But high up here
I can see the lives
I can see their eyes and their shinning lights
I can breathe, I can be, I can lead, I can slip through time

I wish I had control
Wish I could just close my eyes and trust the next step
I wish I could say no
But why would I say no when I got nothing left?

But high up here
I can see the lives
I can see their eyes and their shinning lights
I can breathe, I can be, I can lead, I can slip through time

Every time I try
To kill the demons inside
Another part of me is ready to die
Is it worth a try?
Is it worth a try?