Forgotten (feat. martine)

I don't wanna live like this
I don't wanna live like this anymore
I don't wanna live
I don't wanna live like this anymore
I don't wanna live
I don't wanna live like this
I don't wanna live

Life ain't worth it, so it's sacrificed
Why do they praise the value, when I can't pay the price
And I'm by myself, so they can't take my life
How can I see what's left, when I don't know what's right
I might still breathe, but I don't feel a thing
They ask me if I'm fine, but I question when I will ever be
I'm bleeding when seeing all of these lines, feeding a piece of a lie
Now I'm contemplating suicide, they don't care of what I feel inside
They see a person walk the streets
And just assuming that he seemed alive
Put the broken soul, fit in a broken home
With no remorse, all behold when he would let it go
No one know my face, but they will love me when I'm gone
My best friends the bottle, I can't take it no more
I wish that I could end it, but then they'll give me attention
Then they start to listen, now suicide is trending
Help me

I'm wishing you were here
Maybe everything would be a little clearer
Maybe we could find another day, another place
And never take it all the way
I think I need you, feel you, and see you
I know I said some things I didn't mean to
Maybe we could find another day, another place
And never take it all away

Take me back, cause now I'm haunted by the memories
Tried to save you, when I'm the one that needed saving
Didn't think that it would always get the best of me
Can't forget the day that I wasn't passed out from the ecstasy
Now a message for the rest of me, living in this broken piece
Waiting to be healed, but never had the life to see
Call the doctor if you ever find a life in me
I was dead before I was alive, what does that mean?
I wish I could've spoken, I wish I wasn't hoping
I wish I could say that being buried ain't my only option
What's the problem? Ey, what's the problem?
You ain't depressed? You only acting for the Problems
I wish that I could say that I actually wasn't
But the fact is that I am, and that's a fucking problem

I'm wishing you were here
Maybe everything would be a little clearer
Maybe we could find another day, another place
And never take it all the way
I think I need you, feel you, and see you
I know I said some things I didn't mean to
Maybe we could find another day, another place
And never take it all away