My disease

Night after night
I lie in bed, these scary dreams
To take my heart away in flames

I've been searching for nothing
I have no life anymore
Without you

And I know
I know a new moon shines tonight

I'd sell my soul
To be part of your world
I am not afraid of you

Feel I'm crossing the edge
Hallucinating myself
To feed my disease

And I know
I know a new moon shines tonight

No matter what it takes
(I'll have what I wish for)
My disease is what keeps me alive
(I have nothing inside)
This unwilling blood is still running through my veins
(I cant deal with my pain since you got away)
I want to spend the eternity by your side

'Coz I know...