Black notebook

My mind was playing on repeat
I could no longer separate what was real
From my own strong will to feel
That everything was fine

I decided to write down my endless thoughts
On paper
To try to make everything seem a little
To clearer

I found a little black notebook on top of my frigerator
I starten rippin' up the pages that already used
I tore them apart
I needed a fresh start

And then I read some notes I made last year
In October
There they were the same frases I've been repeating
Over and over

Let's go deeper
I wanna go deeper
I wanna be the best I can be with you
I wanna feel free yeah
I wanna be me oh oh
I wanna be the best I can be with you

Real change might take what turns
And when you think you moved on
You still need a little time to really come around
The naked truth to release the mind

When I read those notes I made last year
In October
I realised I've been loosin' my dream over and over
Let's go deeper

I wanna go deeper
I wanna be the best I can be with you
I wanna feel free yeah
I wanna be me oh oh
I wanna be the best I can be with you
Oh oh