Big bang

When I saw you with him in the bar room
I was wishing that I was blind
And when I saw you leaving with him
That's when I lost my mind
I guess you don't care
How I'm feeling
You don't care anymore
I'm still falling, I'm still reeling
Gonna be a big bang when I finally hit the floor
I've got a job that keeps me out of trouble
Work all week long till 6 am
When I get home I pour myself a double
Drink myself to sleep
I get up, I go to work again
'Cause you don't care that I'm lonely
I'm no longer on your mind
I'm no longer in the picture
You tuned that page and left this fool behind
So once more I'm sitting in the bar room
Drop a quarter into the pay phone
I hear your voice and once again you're sayin'
Please leave a message at the tone
You're not there to catch me falling
Stay out of my way, I'm coming down
This is the last time that I'll be calling
When you hear that bang,
You'll know I hit the ground.