Excuse me

I know my love
It's so messed up
I'd come all this way
To self destruct
I'm not here to excuse myself
I just want to see
Your face
As you throw me out

I could say I'm sorry
But even though it's true
I'm not sure it solves a thing
I am not the same as you

I know it's strange
We seem so secure
Until we loosen the reigns
We're not perfect anymore
But my dear
You should know
That I never was
And I told you so
Before I lost control

Now I could say I'm sorry
But even though it's true
I'm not sure it solves a thing
I'm just not the same as you