Within my mind

Here i go again
I just cannot pretend
That ever since i found myself lost
As useless as this seems
Inside i know we both feel the same
This will repeat over and over again

You try and try but its all the same
There is only so much you can do
Before you save yourself

And now i sleep forever and die inside
It must be the memories i see within my mind
Behind the words, they seem so everlasting
This keeps me away from reality

What will it take
Is it really that hard to see you're just a fake
I force every emotion that comes my way

Ill have you know it's been far too long
Since i felt and emotion of my own
All it takes is time
But its been way too long since i felt an emotion of my own

And now i sleep forever and die inside
It must be the memories i see within my mind
Behind the words, they seem so everlasting
This keeps me away from reality

You know you mean everything to me
But as selfish as this seems i see things differently
Like watching the world burn
So read between the lines to see the part you played
[in this tragedy]
You try and try but its all the same
There is only so much you can do
Before you save yourself

And now i sleep forever and die inside
It must be the memories i see within my mind
Behind the words, they seem so everlasting
This keeps me away from reality