Inspired by calamity

from side to side
My whole body was severd of all vitality
now hatred replaces the pain that's draining me
from side to side
time won't heal the wounds where i am bleeding through
I started a new awake , rebirth can't wait ANYMORE

Violence became the only way to express how I feel about
Isolation is the only exit to exist from outside within
violence became the only way to express how I feel about,
fear was taken away
althought danger still being alive under your skin
and remains alert
eager to bury me

slept deeply above the memory
my inner world of misery
fought to leave this calamty, SOURROUNDING ME

I need to disinfect the scars
you left recorded in my heart
as if it was the last step to be alive.