I am the messiah

I am alive for the very first time
Conscious and pondering all of the ways that I've died -
Thousands of times
Hung for the truth while I choke on my lies
I am nothing
I am everything
I am fallen from grace
I was hopeless until the day that I learned
I am God and I work in mysterious ways
I've been calling this place Hell for so long but it's strangely divine
Maybe this was Heaven all along but I just never noticed the signs
I AM.
I am the Messiah
I am the Devil in disguise
When I stopped searching I heard a voice and it said to me:
"God is Everything. You are Everything."