Once more (with a little meaning this time)

I thought I knew you well
Must have been blinded by my are
Didn't see through it all
Couldn't see who you really were

I never would have believed
You wouldn't always be by my side
Couldn't see it coming at me
All your hypocrisy and your lies

Once more with a little meaning this time
Stab that knife deeper into my veins
Once more with a little meaning this time
How can you say I was not betrayed

Should I remember the past?
Can I even think it was real?
What a waste of time...
Just like the rest when I though you were special