Suffer in silence

I know I've messed things up
By turning gold to stone
Because of my free will, I lied about it all the way
I need to forget, and make this tragic feeling go away

I never heard a word, a word of what you said
Too busy being selfish, I never learned the rules of life
It's time to confess, and look you in the eyes
I need you to forgive, and make this tragic feeling go away

I know I lost
Please let me suffer in silence
I've said enough
Please help me hide from the ghost
from my past for a while..