The last thing

Trying to find a place to hide away
Needless to say my life keeps all the same
Bored and stupid and I am a shame
Everything I do is worthless to say

Finding out myself in here
I am lost within my fear
I can't keep this way of being
All I try to do is for you

Digging my grave cause I'm tired to live
People around just don't know if I exist
I have one thing that I can stick
My love for is eternal and me keeps

And if I do try to live
Would I have a chance to get over this shit
Would I have a chance to defeat
This huge enemy I create in me