Questioning lies

I resent what you've done to me,
The lies that you told
And what I've seen.
And you think that
It's all right
To fuck with another persons mind.

I gave you questions,
You gave me answers,
But something still just
Doesn't sit right with me.

Do you care what you did
When you told me those things?
Do you know all the hate
And confusion it brings?

What these things have done
To me.
Your lies and your deceptions
Are ingrained in everything
That I say and do.
No matter how I try
I will not be free.

I gave you questions,
You gave me answers,
Now they distort me,
Into someone I hate.

How can I undo
All the damage you've done?
A twisted, backwards mind
That relates to no one.

To no one,
All alone.

I gave you questions,
You gave me answers,
But I am still just,
So hopelessly lost.

I still don't understand,
Why you told me those things.
And it all tastes so bitter
And wretched to me.

I resent what you've done to me,
The lies that you told
And what I've seen.
And you thing that
It's all right.
To fuck with another persons mind.
But I tell you this,
You're fucking blind….