Alleviation of suffering

Feigning the lie that you know my name
You run past me like I'm a stranger
I'm not foreign
I'm disenchanted
You fly against the need
Like a drunken trush on drugs
Unaware which bale is waiting for you
You can't wait for me
Let go of me
I just want to flee
The insight breaks in on me
Like a plane breaks in on a tower
A crash and the world was changing
But my world is still the same
Is this the end?
Is this my penalty?
You fly against the need
Like a drunken trush on drugs
Unaware which bale is waiting for you
You can't wait for me
It's over
I'm free
I don't feel well
But I feel better than yesterday
Is this the end?
Is this my penalty?
You fly against the need
Like a drunken trush on drugs
Unaware which bale is waiting for you
You can't wait for me