The last drops of sanity

The fall begins to where I used to be! Forevermore
The last drops of sanity are slipping through my fingers
The one who knows his fate,
A mouse in a labyrinth
Is it me? Or is it what I am not?
The failed experiment?
The gift I must be grateful for?
The only thing I hate is
Pity they feel for me!

Another piece of this brilliant mind
Has been erased
You’ll never know how much it hurts!
The life remains the same to me
Retard or genius,
I’m out of your world!

What the hell are you staring at me?
I’m not the one you saw the day before!
Why do you tell all these things to me?
Seems like I knew it all a minute ago
So devastating it feels
Can only hope that I’ll forget what I loose
My sudden genius was scaring you, but it seems
The fool is not the one you will choose

The truth is in my eyes
What more could one ask for?
When I was standing in a crowd
But still alone and lost,
I never wished to be a new-born hand-made God
I wished to be with you forevermore!