Subtle forms of self destruction

666 times I beat his brow - 6 times calling my name
6 times in obscurity and beyond - 6 times I toss and turn
6 times I speak to him - 6th time I realise - I am he
As I sleep I lie awake - haunted by fears
By my past - by my tears
Subtle Forms Of Self Destruction
In my mind a mystery - a place I am forever damned
6 times I sit and stare - 6 times calling my name
6th time a revelation - I am he
As I sleep I lie awake - haunted by fears
By my past - by my tears
As I feel. I'm dead inside trapped in my own mind
As madness pulls me down darkness swallows the light
Damnation calls my name - I stare emotionless
Looking out only for myself - in this cold reality!