I am hollow

This room was always filled with such sparkling love
But now there are only empty bottles and different pills
Something got to happen here
'Cause I hate the way it is now
It's awful to understand that it seems to be the only way I know
My head is spinning
I have lost myself
You are so gorgeous
I am hollow
I want to hold our love in my hand and turn it into something beautiful
I'm afraid
I can see the heavy rain is coming and I have no umbrella