I'm sorry

It was cold like a winter day
You pouring November rain
Everything felt numb
What have we begun
I never saw the signs how I could be so blind
The day that I closed my eyes 'cause your heart was full of lies

November is a nightmare that will chase me after all you've done
I'm sorry November just wake me when you're gone
Is there someone who can help me change the calendar
Don't wanna remember, November it's me that I exist no more
I'm sorry

I wanted you more than life
I think of it all the time
You were my way of light
The guide through lonely nights
You said you were in love
But I guess I was not enough
You left me in a shade
Now my light will fade away

November is a nightmare that will chase me after all you've done
I'm sorry, November, just wake me when you're gone
Is there someone who can help me change the calendar
Don't wanna remember, November, you don't exist no more

'Cause this mountain is too high I don't have the thrill to climb
I'm sorry, November, I'm sorry
Without oxygen I can't breathe
I'm loosing ground underneath
My heart cannot take it now willing to fake it
I mean to forsake 'cause I cannot take this I'm sorry
I'm sorry

Is there someone who can help me change the calendar?
I'm sorry, November, I'm sorry

'Cause November changed my life
I will have to say goodbye
I'm sorry, November, I'm sorry

Now tell me is there someone who can help me change the calendar
Don't wanna remember, November, you don't exist no more
'Cause November changed my life I will have to say goodbye
I'm sorry, November, I'm sorry