Buried alive

When I sometimes close my eyes
My mind starts spinning around
The abyss of a thousand lives
Till I hit the ground

When I try to break free
Impossible to break the walls
Because I know they`re made of dreams
Built up in some evil halls

Then I feel as if I`m caught
Damned to bear all misery
Then I know through thousand lives
I`ve beared all misery

Inside I feel rage
Like a whispering thunder
This will pull me under

Buried alive
Hurried through life

Sometimes when I wake up
I find myself in a coffin
I scream at the sky above
And the gods are laughing

Is this real or just fantasy
I try to realize
I open up my eyes
Earth is falling on my coffin