For the lost lenore

You wrapped a noose around my neck
What do you know about the world crashing down around you?
Look me in the eyes when you push me off
Your own flesh and blood, I was never good enough
I tried so hard to be everything you wanted me to be
My skin turned black and my tears went red

I never thought it would come to this
Every night I spent waiting for you to come back
Life was easy until it came crashing down

You said: I hope you rot, and that's when I told myself
I'd take your fucking life and burn all these memories
The lies and every time I fell for it
And for once I won't be the one screaming out for help

Just because you brought me into this world doesn't mean a fucking thing
If you could look me in the eyes, what would you say?

Transparent eyes like the bottom of your bottle
You'll fucking pay for all the things you've done

Would you take back all the things you said?
Every fist you threw, I'm fucking ruined
Time does not heal everything. Stop me, stop me

Once I have started I will not stop
You will regret all the lies that you have wrought
Please try and run, I will embrace the chase
February 12th, you won't forget this day

My hands are stained with the blood of a man
Who could not be a father to his own fucking son