Words unclear

Embrace the Pain conclusion is near
Let all hope fade, no tomorrow today

That time when I called out for you
You averted your gaze to another face

"What If I wanted another's touch," you said.
"My hands must be caloused or cold," said I.
"I can no longer stand to be in your presence."
That's when the shock hit, that's when I ran away (away)
That's when I ran away

My dreams will come once I embrace the knife.
Your days will end once you lose life
My day will come (my day will come)
My day will come... move

My dreams will come once I embrace the knife [x4]

Reap my manhood if you must, but leave my body for the dead
(Reap my mercy) Reap my manhood if you must, but leave my body for the dead!