Lost in words

How do I start this letter to you
How to tell what I feel
There is no such a perfect word
And I
Can say sorry if you will

Then I'm asking how you are
Please lie
What your memories are
I am scared but I want to be sure
We can
Be forgiven and endure

I'm listening to silence
The same that devides us
No words can mean
That we are still the same
I hope that you stay strong
I pray we were not wrong
No hope can be
Just the waste of my tears

What if I can't get back to the world
What if there is no place
There is only regret, now I see
That we
Should have never allowed ourselves

We listened to silence
We let it devide us
No words can mend
The wound that is inside