A dose for insanity

I wished to live the dreams of the lying happines
the fake reality I am numb, asleep, lines of joy up
my brains, Distorted visions of wasted happiness,
controled by the flickering empytiness of darkness
I slit my eyes with the tortured memories of failure
Entrapment, dishonor, drowning under a fist of
laughter, blinded demons, crawling through my veins
I am born, from the indifference of your companion
I am sick I am dead I am useless, Iam lifeless I am
tortured I have mistaken my life I am sick I am dead
I am useless, Iam lifeless I am tortured I have mistaken
my life