Same in the end

Why do I feel like we're breaking up, it feels so real
that I'm shaking and if, if I could steal back your lies
I would never learn the hate them, so they would sound the same in the end.
Feels like a crime I did not commit, taste like a drug but it feels like shit.
Can I have just a little bit. I would learn to hate it, like you learned to really hate me.

Can't remember what it felt like, can't remember how it felt
when I woke up and smelled your skin. But I do remember that you'd smile
if you would see me in this mess I am in right now, I think.

Although I sleep I get on your nerves, what I live for him
is what he deserves. These tiny pants you like to observe always seem to get me,
when I thought to disappear and..

Can't remember what it felt like, can't remember how it felt
when I woke up and smelled your skin. But I do remember that you'd smile
if you would see me in this mess I am in right now.

Can't remember what it felt like, can't remember how it felt
Can't remember what it felt like, can't remember how it felt