44 words for misery

so hard to find the right way
to write down what i wanna say
i lokked it up there's 44 words for misery
but none of them, none of them works for me
I need a conection
to the bright side in me
i need a release
I'm trying not to waste my chance
it may never come around again
i realize i wanna believe
i don't need 44 words for misery
man it's so easy to complain
when there's somebody you can blame
for everything there's 44 excuses oy varying degrees
but none of them, none of them works for me
I need a direction
to the bright side in me
i need a release
I'm trying not to waste my chance
it may never come around again
i realize i wanna believe
i don't need 44 words for misery