This is the split

Why do you never make real what you wish to do the most?
Why am i still waiting? ain't this chapter already closed?
I know the faces and the feelings
I don't want to do things only 'cause i did them yesterday.
To stay does not make any sense
Don't lose heart and leave this wasted place
Even though a part of me is dying
I should go home pack my bags and run

I've been driving down this road again and again

So here i am again
Waiting for an ending
This is the split

Memories, a thousand needs depressing me
So i just leave

And so i run 'cause behind me there's nothing left but something wrong
And so i run
I turn my back on ashes of the past
I won't look back.
I can't look back

There is always a cause to run but this time it tears me up
It's never too late
I don't want to be the last to stay where everybody knows my name

I see my past through a rear-view mirror
Every station screams your name
Change for something new

And so i run 'cause behind me there's nothing left but something wrong
And so i run
I turn my back on ashes of the past
I won't look back
I can't look back
I'm free at last but does this make it easier?