My grotesque

I’m on the front line of your misery
I’m falling down, you’ll follow me
We fall down
Until we hit the ground

In this place
I shall embrace
My grotesque
My inner plague

And in this place
You won’t see my face
My grotesque
My inner curse

Can i please die now?
Let me go away

Cause i don’t want you to share
My disease

Please don’t look at me

This the curse of former vanity
That’s what i deserve,
So please don’t pity me
I fall down
Until i hit the ground

The endless fear
To fail

To be so near
But so far away

In this place
I shall embrace
My grotesque
My inner plague

In this place
You won’t see my face
My grotesque
My inner curse

Can i please die now?
Let me go away

I don’t want you to share
My disease

Please don’t look at me