Diary entry for family & friends [die- a reentry for family and friends]

Dear my friends,
i did not forget the way you picked me up oh, what a weight i have been.[im sorry mom and dad] i thank you for all of this. i will play you back in full, i promise. i swear to it. lend me your hand, now take the shirt off my back. i know you need it more. my very generous friends. you gave me all you had. at least i owe you a sunrise. did you know that you [only] saved my life?
we are the kids who stay strong, so, tonight, believe that you sun will come back up. believe that your moon will set back down.
you supplied me with tears, I should have known you were here, but sometimes I forget its just my head cant keep up with my steps. I am forever in your debt.
"open- take in-deep breathe. We are all crazy insane."
I never thought id see the light of day to breathe another sigh from your face. Im so sorry. I let you down, but you lifted me up.
with my heart,
jimme <3
Dear jimme,
we are the kids who stay strong. put your trust in me. so take your hand and enter me, grab the very thing that helps me breathe.
if you needed me to i would knock down the sky pushing clouds aside, so you can spread your wings and fly. you need to fly "my angel."
i have seen your in the ocean, you have no wave to bring you home. The surgeon said "im sorry, there is no help for him anymore." i saw him cut you open, he used gloves to remove your heart. so, i jumped inside your body and I started my exploration.
we will keep on fighting and never stop because its never enough for me.
your loving friend,
jessy lee
ps. we all love you .if you ever need a piece of me, please don't hesitate to ask and i will lend you whatever you need to survive. we will win the sunrise back again!